There Are Always Words
Well, let’s be honest for a moment.
There is a lot to say, but no point in saying it.
A buddy put it nicely, and I’ve been mulling it over for the better part of the day.
“Take it as it comes, just take it as a whole for now. You were in a 2 year relationship, it wasn’t want you were looking for in life, you moved on. Cool.”
It’s good advice. It doesn’t stop the tiny onslaught of vicious thoughts right before sleep. But it is a start.
In a way it is like I woke up from a dream. I was on auto pilot. And then I woke up. Auto pilot disengaged. I was off course by just a little the whole time, and now I don’t know where I am.
All I have to do is pick a direction.
“Cool”
I got a pair of glasses for the first time today. I can see a little more clearly now.
